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Natalie Imbruglia - Torn Mp3

Thursday, March 15, 2012

PARDON PLEASE..


 

oh , Le me , after watched le TITANIC . Le epic story about le fucking sweet love .. Ohhh le movIe that i can be forget . Almost I watched it .. It is so romantic , so if I watching le Old English Story , my mood is automatically change to write , doing , walking , dressing , talking like The old English men . Wearing a dress with a sweet white glove there , and le necklaces also the hair , yeaa , I will styling my hair like Rose in Titanic . Oh stop taking about this ..

Let me introduce abot why le Title is PARDON PLEASE , ah , I don't know , How  I be like this  , I feel uncomfortable now with myself . In lis holiday , I was kinda having a introduction with a men . Yea , he is a men now . He is something 20 above . I know him not well so far , and he was adding me last year and we kinda not to much knowing well both of us .


When I read back , all the conversation at le Facbook , I feel something wired , he always talking something , do want to marry with me ? and almost talking about marry . yea I know he is 20 but it wired , le men talking about marry with le girl that he never know-well ? Or , it just an epic ? Maybe he always talk the same thing with another girl ya ? 

his birthday is same with Faris , okay , I dosen't big matter . And you know , I feel like 'love' . 
Ahh it fuck . Trying to insult my heart . I almost 5 month does not couple and having some fun with kinda boy . And when I came home (i mean from le hostel) He always make a video call , almost all the day .. and I still remember how the first webcam , I just wearing a hijab and shy , and everything , at that time he was try starting to be an active webcammer . *just try to be a good grammer .

Till now , he always taking bout webcam , Ouh , this is shit . 
First I always ignored . but once i accepted , It will be fun . Okay le sins , when we do it we be fun .. isn't ?

I feel regret , his status like he was a good man . Like a wise man . And Like a  religious man .. And at his blog too , I worry who the true identity of him . Im sorry , but I think I was love him , not sure . he always say LOVE too to me , but , I still don't believe him , cause , I can feel that he was always webcam with another girl and maybe he want the same thing from that girl .. 


Ahh , it really difficult . this feeling is wired . And daa , HE ALWAYS SAY LE SAME THING , ABOUT MARRY ! MARRY MARRY ! ohh ... 


My mother didn't like all people from his country. He hate so much , also my friend , when I taking about le friendship , my friend also tell le same thing , there hate le people from there.. They say , at that place , the live in le hypocrite , liar , lazy , lozer and one more thing , they are always like a snake , i mean their tongue like a snake . Know what i mean it ? guess it . 

But at the other side , people from that place is beautiful and handsome .  This is serious . It not a joking. 


Ah , it hard , i thing this post i the rubbish .. taking about le privet at le blog and le people read this , It is fuck and cheep .. ahh .. 

I hope Allah prevent me from doing that sins again . IM SORRY ,  I don't know , I love him too , but ...
It hard . imsorry baby . :'(
MAYBE THE ILOVEYOU WORD FROM HIM IT JUST A JOKE AND DOES NOT HAVE ANY MEANING .


I wanna continue watching Titanic .. Byebye




Assalamualaikum,
THANKS Coming :D
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